Ok…. An update after soooooooooo long.
I should say somehow I am relieved the drama is over.
No surprise, that jerk still calls and beg to give him a last chance. Benefit of the doubt, my ass!! Hahahaha…
But havent heard from him since last Friday, which is……………………………… GOOD!
So, to summarise it off on what happened. Liza met him(with blood boiling in her blood veins yes!), asked him nicely to confess, but damn he could look at me in the eye and still lie, that asshole. Then came along the other lady whom he didnt expect, then he got into his lunatic mode. By this, I mean he change his expressions from angry to laughing to pissed almost instantly after a few seconds of each.
Kinda mama drama… Well till I got the get the help from a friend, which was not even in the plan.
Which drives him into a more lunatic mode the moment, he saw the car coming by….
I kicked ass. No kidding. Tried getting help from the rest and even security. Damn, I think the men there are bloody cowards.
Hartini wanted to kill me for doing something ‘dangerous’, or so she claims. Hahahahaha! Well, truth is I am just really ready for any consequences. Thank god things work out to my favour.
I’d be lying to say during the whole of these twist of event happening, I didn’t even feel sad. Yes, I do. I am but only human.
To think of our moments together, what he has done for me at times, damn of coz it hurts…
Oh well, I’m still happy all these happen at this moment in time. Before I fell too deep for him. I fell for his sweetness, yes. That’s about it. He’s the best I came across of that….
But God sure has his ways to let us see things.

After the drama mama, managed to escape it all with the help of Charlie & Jerry. It was dinner at Dome KLCC & then after hours of Charlie getting lost(in which he ALWAYS does) and the indecisive nature of these men, we finally settle to hang out at the club at my hotel, Pulse @ Grand Millenium, Bukit Bintang. Chic place, a lil small though. Asked Hartini to join us from the room, but that lazy lady wanna watch Da Vinci Code on TV and sleep.

As usual, I started the party at the club. Everyone danced in their own lil world of their table. I gotta drag Nor, Charlie & Jerry to start things off. All in all, still a fun night altogether. I was in delirium, ready to forget everything and just have fun.

The next morning got me to skip the buffet breakfast and continue with my sleep in that super comfy bed. Even as Hartini left for her spa treatment, I am still snuggling up in bed. Ran my warm bath in the tub and stayed in for like an hour after I woke up. I swear it’s been so long since I felt so serene.

Head to Bukit Bintang area to do my own little sight-seeing, while Hartini was at her spa getaway. And as usual, this klutz got lost time and again. I swear at every corner, to me, everything looks the same!!
Met Hartini at the Lot 10 (I think?!) after she’s done with pampering herself. Before we both head to KLCC in search for the Cinnabon rolls, but no! The websites cheated my feelings, I swear!

It’s okay though, I got my satisfaction down for CONEY DOG, and ROOT BEER FLOAT, & WAFFLES at A & W!!! Damn, they should get A & W back in Singapore!! Was too full and even forgot the DUNKIN DONUTS.. Darn!!
Was walking around KLCC Suria further, when I got a call from Charlie and say they are coming to meet us later… Like yippee!! Marvin & Jimmy, the friends from the new year’s party, didn’t call me back. Jimmy called for us to hang out on Friday, but dang! That’s my mission day, so I told them perhaps the next day instead!! So it’s fine…. But it’s still got our hot company for the night. =)
Oh, for the record, I think men has punctuality problems too. Their “I’ll see u in an hour” ends up with me & Hartini getting back to our hotel, both showered, and me drying up my hair in near to 2 hours, before “Hey, we’re now at your hotel lobby.“. So please, I am not the only procrastinator here.


So we headed to Zouk KL after that, and the rest of the partying is history. Pure good times…! What I know is I brought out the ‘devil‘ in the ‘ever-so-shy’ Charlie. Hahahahaha!! Especially when the song get to “Low“, too many a times, but hey no one’s complaining….

Oh, Zouk KL was nothing huge really. Dont what the hype is all about, ‘cept for it being much cheaper than partying in Singapore…
After the partying, we head back to out hotel for our little orgy………………………. NOT!
Gah… You damn perverts out there….!
Hahahahahahaha!! Come on!! We’re NOT what you think we are even after all that high adrenaline!!




Hang out and talk in the hotel lobby lounge till the sun starts rising, and all of us start turning into living zombies.
I was already in my “hibernate” mode, my brain is already actually sleeping even when the two men left for home and us both heads for the hotel buffet breakfast which starts at 6am. So the reason I didn’t even eat much for the buffet, only one round and 2 glasses of soya milk. That’s it.
And a few hours of sleep is all we have before we leave the hotel and Malaysia again…
And following which, the next few days got me real sick no kidding. I was on 2 days’ MC, I swore for a sec I thought I might have gotten the swine flu….! Hahahaha! Thank god nothing… Just a real bad case of fever, flu, cough, bodyache… See!! Even the symptoms are all matching….
So, am soooooooooo done with Innocent. I swear I just hope he will stop bothering me again soon.
And in the midst of all these drama between Innocent and all the other people involved, I learnt not to take words of people easily anymore. My drama is over and done with…
Whatever agenda you have, if you think you wanna come out to be the ‘winner‘ if you manage to get him on a last victory, or contradict yourself by your very own words, by ALL means.
I am soooooooo done with that kinda man. I can give him to all of you like a present, even perhaps wrapped it up and tie a ribbon even, it’s all yours… Take him, it will be my utmost pleasure…
Listen to this and you’ll know what I mean….
And this goes out from me to that man…Hahahaha… At many times after he managed to get thru me on the phone after the event, he’ll get frustrated and go “You’re stupid, Liza. No man will love you for real like I do….“. I will only laugh and told him back he would be the last man I would need, and make comparisons between Wale and him, which only gets him more riled up again…. Hahaha!! He’s smart that asshole, call me from a private number so I will pick up the phone… But time and again, he cant try his luck no more to convince me. I’m done.
Karma will do its own work, that I believe….
Speaking of which, the only regret I have would be leaving Wale for him, just cause of his sweet words then when Wale and I have our own probs…
Anyway, Wale found my multiply and he told me abt it.. His friend send the link to him he said/Darn! So much memories that site holds.
He freaking read the blog posts! The pictures!! My updates while I was back in Phnom Penh there!!
He told me, “Thank you, Liza…”
Why?
I guess coz it was there I did declare that he will be the only man my heart will never be rid of, coz he pulled me up on my feet when I almost crumbled in life…
But hey, its true… How could u not remember the person who was there for you, who went through shit with you in your worst times in life, pulled you back up on your feet?! Yes, I have never stopped loving him..
But we both know it’s kinda hard for us to be together. He, still chasing his dream. And me, I cant be the good person he expects me to change overnight.
The “Liza, start going to the mosque and learn to pray more…“
“Liza, stop being so wild and enough of partying…“
Liza this, Liza that…
And when we fought, he will make it a point to complain to Mama that I’m a crybaby and what not….
Look at it, I am still young…. Still many things I have yet to explore and you cant expect to be stay put and resign myself to work things out totally with him.
But time and again, it’s just nice that he is still always there for me when I needed the support. Always he will appear at all the right moments…………
You never know what the future will hold. But for now, am just ready to make full use of my present. =)