Gosh, is it just me, or am I being vulnerable again?
Finally, I have got the courage to totally eliminate that recent past.
And in you, I find solace again.
And why is it that I am holding on to you, after all these years? And same as you, to me.
Why?
Was it because I felt indebted that you were there at my most vulnerable moments?
I could never understand it. I felt that I am living in a fantasy world again.
I am vulnerable again. I am just so tired of being the strong woman I have always wanted myself to be.
I have been at it long enough.
I wanna go back to the time when you pulled me up again at my crumbling moment of life. When I had that support everytime I needed it.
Only you know about my life inside out. Only you.
Once I chose to forsake you.
If given a second chance, I will undo everything.
My anguish is here yet again.
I had love thee. And I realised it’s still going till now.
